Blurghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

right now...life is like, walking on........coals of fire! all these challenges in life....so exhausting. energy sucking. when will it ever end? or perhaps, ease a little bit. they come one after another. thought life is going for the better. but..... muhasabah? positive thinking? there is always a reason for all these to happen? to make us stronger and appreciate life even more? yeah...yeah...keep on saying that to myself over and over again....until this frustration and sadness subside. brave through it, one day at a time...accepting it all and trying very hard to move on...one day at a time. my troubles are not as bad as what others are facing. so....suck it all in and live! 'masak bubur jagung dengan sagu sedap juga ek.......'